healed

It is true that the hurt often see no other way than to move on to hurt others, simply because they have not known love. And for the healed, how can one contain the quiet joy and freedom that bursts forth from being made whole? It must be true that the healed move on to heal others

I let myself be submerged in waves after waves of feelings and I struggled, in ways that I have never known to exist and in doing so, I couldn’t find my way out.
Even seeing a little light in all these, I’m not discounting the painfully real human experiences and emotions that are a part of me.

I hold on to your truth.

Sometimes, He lets us stay broken in ways that we might not feel comfortable with, in ways that we might not expect, because it’s like that shattered, it’s like that broken vessel, that His light can beam through.

How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and day after day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
Look on me and answer, Lord my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death,
and my enemy will say, “I have overcome him,”
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I will sing the Lord’s praise,
for he has been good to me.
Psalm 13
 
the heart cry of david
 
 I yearn to put aside everything else to come into His presence, to simply seek His face because I know that what I experience in this world, it is but a tiny speck in eternity. To sing, simply because of who He is and God, I really don’t know how much more I can take but You do. You see what I do not and in this, not knowing shall be rare moment of bliss for me, where all pressures of struggling to understand and wrestling with God can be let go.

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