Living under open heaven

been sowing on many people since I know God. My sisters, nat, ruifen, heinrich, lili, Sabrina, and the list goes on. know that through my words and action, and the help of God, they are drawn towards Christ someway or another. But Pengyan is the first fruit I saw so evidently wanting to cross the line of faith and her desire for God is so great! Wow. truly is God who can touch people's heart in such an extend. never wanna forget this testimony. First fruit for supernatural pioneering at MDIS! PRAISE THE LORD! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU JESUS! :D I'm so so grateful to you. Continue to use me as a vessel in my family Lord. 2 years later I wanna be thanking you for saving my sis and mum as well!

Kids colouring and cutting. Fun craft work together Free breakfast every morning for village kids. so giving. :'')   writing what they love. WHOA! built a volleyball court all by ourselves. and learnt that as we go deep into the roots, more weeds will be pluck out. so for our relationship with God! as we draw closer and deeper with him, more weeds(sins) are pluck out as well when the holy spirit poke us. Prodigal son skit. wellact Be like a tree! Thankful for these 2 girls. and to led this team. :) they are so excited for obstacles games! visiting the farm! first day, playing eagles and chicks. the eager is tired. hahahaha! cause mother hen has such long arms! last day at village, sunday school. draw the Samaritan story for the kids to understand! baby goat! so cute! first day, soccer with kids! wake up at 5am to prepare breakfast! working hard! they are able to discern their shepherd voice! what ab...

this is gonna be a very long post. My very first stm trip! I went to Phnom Pehn last year during summer break as well! but the purpose is so different. It was an OCIP trip and I left the place feeling more sad than usual, feeling that the help and joy I gave them were only temporary. But this time, going there as a missionary is so different! :D I know that our team didn't leave something temporary there, but something permanent, which is the love and the word of God. My first time leading a team! So exciting and fearful at the same time. But I know the spirit is within me, and Dad is watching over me! Pre STM trip: Rare times when a team has no idea where to go and asked YWAM staff for help. We prayed together as a team and God closes door and opened a specific door to Cambodia! So divine that even though we only had 3 weeks preparation instead of 3 months, we managed to prepare everything we need there. Though it was a bit rush and everything was not fully read...

DEVOTION DAY 7 The spirit's conviction There had always been a dividing wall between the Jews and Gentiles. It was unthinkable for Peter to take the first step to cross over the wall of division to minister to the Gentiles. Upon arriving, Peter was welcomed by the centurion. The centurion shared about how God gave specific instructions on where to find Peter. He then invited Peter to share God’s message to the large gathering in the house. After hearing from the centurion, Peter’s heart became convicted by the Holy Spirit that God welcomed both the Jews and Gentiles, and “does not show favoritism but accepts all men from every nation that fear him and do what is right.” (Acts 10:34-35) In the same way, either due to our culture, our upbringing or our personal prejudices, we sometimes set up a dividing wall between ourselves and those whom God loves. At times, it is even difficult to believe that God will send us to breakthrough that dividing wall to welcome those whom He loves in...

My very first hope conference! :) Devotion day 1 No believer can bring a sinner to the place of faith and decision. Only the Spirit Himself can (John 6:44, 16:6-11). It is however, every believer’s privilege to be able to help a sinner to the place of faith through the enablement of the Spirit. No matter where we live or how ordinary we think we are, it is the Spirit who empowers us to be the kind of witnesses Christ called us to be. The Holy Spirit is still working. Partner with Him so that you can be the witness Christ called you to be today! Devotion Day 2 The miracle of the holy spirit  The ability to break out in tongues after we are baptised in the Holy Spirit is God’s assurance of His living power in us. Holy Spirit baptism may seem like a private encounter to each believer but in fact, its impact goes far beyond the individual. To those who are outside the church, the power of the Holy Spirit is obvious. In the Book of Acts, many were drawn to the message of Christ becau...

putting yourself intentionally in a position to be used by God.

haiz.. kinda downcast to get a C for my first gek1006 test.. :( I've spent a lot of effort in it.. and it accounts for as high as 20% for my total marks! after spending time with God, I realise that this 20% could be a test from God in Honesty and security in Christ. Sometimes I find it hard to tell people the truth about my grades cause I'm afraid that people will judge. but God assure me not to be scared of man but Him. rather to be righteous before God than to be acceptable by people. Unlike the past, now I can freely tell people like chengteng and wenmin that I got a C for this test, is really a breakthrough for me! I used to find it hard to share results especially when I didn't do that well. (: Lastly, God reminded me that through His grace, he has brought me here thus far. From a rebellious kid in secondary school, getting in fights, worse express class, a student with no motivation in studies at all, to now a place in NUS, striving to give my best to HONOUR G...

2013: Jan & Feb : ChinGay, started volunteering at Y-springclean March: Jasmine, Hui Xuan and Cheryl A level results May: Cambodia June, July, August: Work with my second sister, push cart, prologue Sep: a sheep, Sabrina, Steffen, guang chao fu first service, soccer IFG Oct: stella first time joining our church event Nov: first day of reading week, first time outreach in SMU with wenmin Dec: parents know the truth of me going church 2014 new year resolution: 1. Serve by connecting to people, loving them and worship lead. 2. more mature --> non-judgemental, responsible with school work and ministry (be punctual), patient with people (esp towards people that are late), keeping my heart and motive pure before speaking, "do not discipline someone unless it is out of love." 3. more Christ like --> in family, find any opportunities to bring out the love of God, be a salt and light at home; *Bring up Water Bap when time is ready* 4. Pioneer at least 10 per...

recently met up jiajia for shepherding.. she said she sees me as a pillar of support for the lg, something that I never knew.. I shall be a pillar that is strong and firm for God and His people.. so many things going through my head,, Geraldine, still rmb how you connect to Pam? the effort and time you put in? give to sher the same way u gave to pam! jiajia told me she kinda give up or her and don't see her as her sheep anymore.. Know jiajia is just being harsh with words but she definitely doesn't mean this way.. every single one matters to God.. Matthew 18;12 "If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them wanders away, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others on the hills and go out to search for the one that is lost? Luke 15:4 "Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn't he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it?" God mentioned the same thing twice, this is how muc...

photo credits to Fira! finally met up with her before school starts!  with sisters, celebrating Christmas and birthday at resort with relatives and family gift from er jie. (: blessed..   With le BFF ontheway to aquarium      birthday gift from hayati    cupcake an bday cards from yvoone and huiwei!    from my sister, linda :')   nice Christmas décor at town!  watch from my family!!  cupcake bake by Bff! handmade pillows by Bff as well! another miracle to thank God for.. Stella, met her through my smu interview 2 years ago.. kept in contact in hope to sow on her.. but after knowing her better.. realised that she is a very strong Buddhist.. at times I asked God what should I do? rely a lot on God for opportunity to point her to you.. Dad, I know, if I asked anything according to your will, You will listen. and He did! while I'm in the midst of per...