my first test result.

haiz.. kinda downcast to get a C for my first gek1006 test.. :(

I've spent a lot of effort in it.. and it accounts for as high as 20% for my total marks!

after spending time with God, I realise that this 20% could be a test from God in Honesty and security in Christ.
Sometimes I find it hard to tell people the truth about my grades cause I'm afraid that people will judge. but God assure me not to be scared of man but Him. rather to be righteous before God than to be acceptable by people.

Unlike the past, now I can freely tell people like chengteng and wenmin that I got a C for this test, is really a breakthrough for me! I used to find it hard to share results especially when I didn't do that well. (:

Lastly, God reminded me that through His grace, he has brought me here thus far. From a rebellious kid in secondary school, getting in fights, worse express class, a student with no motivation in studies at all, to now a place in NUS, striving to give my best to HONOUR GOD, to please HIM by giving my best as a student. If he can pull me through all the way and secured me with a place in NUS, what does the rest of the 80% grade meant to him? surely,

All the way my Savior leads me,
What have I to ask beside?

Can I doubt His tender mercy,
Who through life has been my Guide?
Heav’nly peace, divinest comfort,
Here by faith in Him to dwell!
For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well;

For I know, whate’er befall me,
Jesus doeth all things well.

All the way my Savior leads me,
Cheers each winding path I tread,
Gives me grace for every trial,
Feeds me with the living Bread.
Though my weary steps may falter
And my soul athirst may be,
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see;
Gushing from the Rock before me,
Lo! A spring of joy I see.

All the way my Savior leads me,
Oh, the fullness of His love

!Perfect rest to me is promised
In my Father’s house above.
When my spirit, clothed immortal,
Wings its flight to realms of day
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way;
This my song through endless ages:
Jesus led me all the way.







Dear Dad, every path I made, praise the lord. every fall I had, praise the lord, every success I had, praise the lord, every area I serve in, praise the lord, every person I love, praise the lord, every person I'm striving to love, praise the lord, every area I lack in, praise the lord, every area u've equip me, praise the lord, every time I fall, praise the lord, every time u pull me up again, praise the lord, every steps u will lead me, praise you for this God





 It is part of the discipline, the "child-training" of those who belong to the Lord.

All discipline for the moment seems not to be joyful, but sorrowful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterwards it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness. Therefore, strengthen the hands that are weak and the knees that are feeble, and make straight paths for your feet [walk righteously!]....

No matter what I get, good or bad, always remember that God is the Lord of all. He is the center, I should always seek him no matter what. and he will give me the peace I need.