Living under open heaven

God is our refuge  and strength,      an ever-present  help  in trouble.   Therefore we will not fear,  though the earth give way      and the mountains fall  into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar  and foam      and the mountains quake  with their surging.   There is a river  whose streams  make glad the city of God,      the holy place where the Most High  dwells.   God is within her,  she will not fall;      God will help  her at break of day.   Nations  are in uproar,  kingdoms  fall;      he lifts his voice,  the earth melts.   The  Lord  Almighty  is with us;      the God of Jacob  is our fortress.   Come and see what the  Lord  has done,      the desolation...

"Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins." 1 Peter 4:8 No matter how edifying I've tried, speaking life instead of death, I've come to realize if people are broken, it is hard for them receive the love you give so freely. But love anyway. That's what Jesus did. For some, loving is tough as there stands the risk of getting hurt when love is offered with a sincere heart. However, that's self-preservation, and isn't selfless. "You love until there is pain, you love through the pain, until all that remains is love. "  ~Mother Theresa In the moment, Mother Teresa’s paradox is hard for me to understand. When my love is pushed and challenged, the last thing I want to do is love more. And while these moments, these tests of love can be painful, the hurt is temporary. The hurt is short-lived, relatively speaking. The hurt will eventually dissipate once we decide the person we choose to ...

What happened to that pure and simple heart of serving? That in every small little things I do or say, it is to put a smile on His face?  Was reminded of what Jason Wong had shared during the camp. how he humbled himself to serve.  Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.  Gentleness, also translated “meekness,” does not mean weakness. Rather, it involves humility and thankfulness toward God, and polite, restrained behavior toward others. The opposites of gentleness are anger, a desire for revenge, and self-aggrandizement. It takes a strong person to be truly gentle. “And with his hard, rough hand he wipes / A tear out of his eyes.” This is gentleness. Might restrained. Humility and grace. When we are filled with the Spirit’s fruit of gentleness, we will correct others with easiness instead of arguing in resentment and anger, knowing that their salvation is far more important than our ...

come away with me,  come away with me,  it's never too late, it's not too late, it's not too late for you. I have plans for you, I have plans for you. It's gonna be wild, it's gonna be great, it's gonna be full of me.   For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. ( Jer 29:11) Trust in the LORD  with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (proverbs 3:5-6) And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28) there are still too many conundrums that i am grappling with, but i do pray that in the near future, things that seem so divergent now may cease to be parallel lines, that somehow it may converge in the most beautiful of ways when i least expect it. all is not lost when...

\ \we have this hope as a anchor for our soul, firm and secure.. One of the girls did this and shared with me what love is to her. "Love is try to feel what they feel. It is giving more than receiving. It is being there when all else fails. It is acceptance. Love is learning to love yourself before loving another. Love is when you don't give up. " It speaks to me with regards to this job. To love and hope like a kid again. Love is patient and  kind; love  does not envy or boast;  it  is not arrogant   or rude.We  It  does not insist on its own way; it  is not irritable or resentful; it  does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but  rejoices with the truth.     Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,  endures all things. "I got a dream.." Feeling surreal to hear this from the girls. Having dreams means they still have hope. and hope, faith and love is what a broken world needs. From 2013 to no...

One, be it just one drawn closer to You. All would be worth it. now to You who is able to do immeasurably more than all I ask or imagine, according to Your power that is at work within me. People are precious to you. So precious. So precious. If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.  If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing. This career that You had divinely placed me in, I thank You. When work gets tough, may I choose You all the time. Fixing my eyes on You, knowing that there is hope, and You are my anchor. You who call me is faithful. 1 Thessalonians 5:17-24 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for y...

"You that seek what life is in death, Now find it air that once was breath. New names unknown, old names gone: Till time end bodies, but souls none. Reader! then make time, while you be, But steps to your eternity." -Baron Brooke The apostle Paul said that in weakness we discover the glory, power, and grace of God. This is how God works.  Anne Lamott recently said it’s okay to realize that you are crazy and damaged because all of the best people are. Suffering has a way of shaping us as people and as ministers. It has a way of equipping us to lead in ways that are helpful and not harmful. A healer who himself has not been wounded is limited in his ability to heal. Some of the broken people in Scripture seem to be the ones through whom God did the greatest things. Hannah experienced bitterness of soul over infertility and a broken domestic situation. Elijah felt so beaten down by ministry that he asked God to take his life. David repeatedly asked his own...

  First Bread with love at TPY! Man does not live on bread alone.. but with Sherlynn.. :p What a joy to be able to serve and be His hands and feet in anyways I could, however small it may seems..  Met a 80 year old uncle while distributing bread.. and His story really breaks my heart. It has been a week since I met him but I still feel so burden till now. It feels as though God has placed his emotions in mine.  He works as a social worker, but in the midst of giving, he became skeptical that God is good. As he go on to share about his resentment towards God's silence in natural evil; such as earthquakes and death, and how God can go on sitting comfortably at His throne and watching his people suffer, my heart can't help but to break, for I know all that he is sharing about others is just a facade of what he himself have experienced that compelled him to doubt His goodness or existence.  How can you hate something that you don't believe exist?...