All I am, I give it back to You

 
I recall that divine conversation I had with my mum last Sunday, something I give thanks for and would wanna word it down. 
My mum shared with me her going through dark and difficult days as a child, and I’ve shared with her mine as well, and how Jesus is so real in my life and I really appreciate what He did for me and how he has helped me at my lowest.
Then I told her.. Ma.. I wanna live my life for the people out there who are going through difficult times but have no hope. Are u okay with that? I’m sorry that I will disappoint u because I’m not going for a high paying job when u have worked so hard to send me to university. 
She responded that it is okay, for I don’t need u to earn big bucks, but I just want u to grow up and do the right thing. 
That really broke me and we both cried. Praise God for moving and paving the way for me and my family, giving me the conviction to say yes and go. 
Hearing from Uncle Johnny yesterday and his dedication to Christ and the youths deeply encourages me that I am not alone in this journey, for my brother and sister in Christ also see the urgency and being that bridge to the gospel, and are so willing to forsake worldly pleasures for His kingdom. 
This isn’t a sacrifice, for our delight and needs are met in Him. What he did on the cross for us, that’s a sacrifice. 


All to Jesus I surrender 
All to Him I freely give
I will ever love and trust Him
In His Presence daily live

All to Jesus I surrender 
Humbly at His feet I bow
Worldly pleasures all forsaken
Take me Jesus take me now

All I am, All I am 
I give it back to You 

Every breath, every step, 
Oh I surrender all 

All to Jesus I surrender
Make me Saviour wholly Thine
Let me feel the Holy Spirit
Truly know that Thou art mine.

I surrender all
I surrender all
All to thee my blessed Saviour 
I surrender all





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