Peace in a rocking boat

I will be still and know You are God

Feeling all flustered and restless today. Pretty overwhelmed by all that is happening.
Disgusted by how ugly my heart can be at times, in loving people that are difficult to love, in being patient for people who does not want to grow, and being upset towards insincere and bitter people who wasted the times of those who cares. I long to be more like Him, and that means partnering with Him, having discipline is His word and being in His presence, it means to pray. Jesus will not always look at how time is wasted when ministry is seemingly fruitless.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

My boat is rocking, but i can be still, and know that even in my weaknesses, He is still God. He is still in control. and i got Jesus in that rocking boat with me. Learning to love myself more in times as such, that I am still a work in progress too.

In ministry with God, it is not all about efficiency, but slowing down to listen, to partner with Him, trusting that He is never late, and always on time. That even in my mistake, His grace is more than enough. He is still in control, He is still God, and He will bring about breakthrough and growth in His time. I don't have to strive at all. Abide and rest in Him.

To work from rest, and not rest from work. 

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