Living under open heaven

do you know that you are worth more than gold and diamonds? you are worth more than the most valuable things on earth. You are immeasurable, you are priceless. In the eyes of the almighty one, you are like a precious gem, unique, fearfully and wonderfully made. don't consider yourself as filthy, worthless, trash or down to nothing. because THOSE ARE ALL LIES!! You are made pure as snow by the blood of jesus. You are no longer condemned. And this is the truth. You are deeply loved and highly favoured. This is the truth. There is someone who loves you so much that it drove him to the cross for your sake. This is the truth. That u shall no longer live in darkness but in the light of jesus. This is the truth. And the truth shall set you free. My first prayer walk at geylang. Joined the women outreach this sem and was kinda overwhelmed. There's so much needs out there. The place is so dark.. not just dark literally but is so dark figuratively. A place that u cant seems to...

just a short post.. went for this camp straight after my last paper. To be honest my objective is more to connect to Eunice who is going to the camp as well. thinking that it will provide me with more opportunity to disciple and fellowship with her, to speak into her life. but then.. like super sian please, she last minute cannot come cause she's sick. And I couldn't really enjoy myself on the first day of camp cause I still have post-exam syndrome. not really in the mood to make new friends through icebreakers and first day the buddies are not there yet. almost wanted to back out from camp and go home rest, since Eunice is not here anyways... But then, since im there, guess god can make me learn something from there... so I persisted on. and I was attached to a beneficiary named Marcus who is an autistic 13 year old boy. Oh my god... trust me, I interacted with quite a few different beni with different condition. and he is the toughest. Guess God is testing my patient ...

this sem is very different, so so many breakthrough and growth through his word and people... These few songs I listen to and comfort me.. Hold my hand (in dialect service) " hold my hand, please don't leave me, sometimes I feel that I cant hear your voice" this is very applicable especially when it comes to my upcoming 21st birthday party, been fasting from fast food for it. Amazing love: been 2 years and once again, i'm touched by this song. It reminds me of Jesus and God's love through the cross... I'm so undeserving, but yet, when you were on the cross, I was in your mind.. (': and this gives me the courage to share your love to all my friends and family members. Lover of my heart " you're my friend, you're my father, I want to talk to you in the good and the bad, all I need is a moment of grace, it's in you that I have the faith to stand and be strong, I know im no longer bound, and I have the power to love and forgive' so...

"your love have seen me through all my days, I stand here by your grace... I want the world to know. God of my forever, and forever I'm with you." After my short term mission in June, I had the urged to do an evangelism party for my 21st. And as I was packing my stuff few days back after exam, I saw a prayer note I had before the sem starts. It says: " God I'm thinking of doing an evangelistic party for my 21st, but so much fear. Please grow and mature me for the next few months so that I have enough courage and fear to do that for your will. in jesus name, Amen" I still have a lot of fear, wanted to share a video about God to my friends and family on that day, but I just couldn't find a projector to do so. God please provide.. you know the desires in my heart, and I know the desire that's in yours, is for people to be saved. My birthday is the best opportunity, my friends and family will all be there, and is My Day, I can say and share anyth...