Living under open heaven

costs of being a Christian. I wouldn't know this would costs me. Until now the consequences starts to show up. I do not want to hide it anymore. I wish i could get approval, this shows that I'm really serious about this relationship with God and how Jesus has changed my life 180 degrees. My plan is to wait until 21, but my sister has been demanding me to say, she said it's time and don't want me to hide from mum any longer. But there's so much things I want to do with God before i experience persecution. I want to let more people know the love of God and how he could change their life like how he did it to me. I haven outreach to Joscelin, Hendry, Jie Xin, Heinrich ad so much more... I told myself that i must try my best to bring pam back, & Christmas will be the deadline for me to bring her back. I hope this will spur me and compels me to work faster. But if i'm facing persecution myself i cant even help myself. Really need God's help so much now. ...

whoa! things seems to be so much better when u view it from another perspective. Remain joyful no matter what, God loves a cheerful child! catch up with Rui Jun today, and she blessed me with Vitamin C drinks. Talk a lot about life, and am convicted that I wouldn't want to trade my uni life with awesome grades. Hope HuiWei and Merly friendship will get better and not awkward. also hope i'll love jiajia more. Really hope that I'm able to connect to Pam more before Christmas, which is like 2 months from now. Time really flies, guess i'm too busy with school now. A few more days to November and it seems that October just started yesterday. Didnt get a chance to visit secondary and JC to thank my teachers for their hardwork and help. 2 more weeks to the start of A lvl for some of my friends! It was a tough time for me, especially without God. :( Hopefully Cheryl, Nicloas, Hui Xuan and Jasmin will do well. Can't wait for Cambodia next year!!! xD Be aware that u're a...

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While the world urges me to focus on finding the right person, my Lord and Saviour tells me to focus on BEING the right person. He says "I'll help you find the right person, you don't need to sweat over it. Fulfilling your need for companionship (or another other need/want like wealth, fame, approval for that matter) is not so important that you need to emphasize on it so much.There are more pressing and urgent things to sweat over, things that matter to me. People in need, people who are hurting, people who have yet to experience my goodness. These things are more worthy of your energy and attention. Seek first my kingdom and my righteousness, I'll take care of you. Focus on BEING the right person." Finding the right person is self-centered, BEING the right person is God-centered.   .

with Eunice, my shepherd in PJC. (ignore my double cris eyebag, omg...) Gosh, i will really miss her so much. Thank God for placing her in my life. We'll continue to be in the same TLG but then she'll move on to NTU and me to NUS. She told me something today that really touched me... " Some ppl say that the most evident sign of spiritual maturity is how much u love the ppl around u & how much u are willing to give, & I really see this spirit in u (: you are really a god-sent and I thank God my sheep was u & not anyone else" Thank u so much. I'll continue this journey and end it well. :D

the first test i failed in NUS. :D haha! not something to be happy about of course, but is something that will surely happens. failure is inevitable. got below average for econ, one thing I've learn, don't be overconfident. this is a paper that i have the most confidence in. I even thought i'll get full marks, omg. Silly me. haha! learnt to rely on God, give your best & be humble Geraldine :) Anw, a few verses to encourage myself and the readers. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." 2 Corinthians 12:10 That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. Philippians 4:6-7 do n...

Touched that Merly brought me Vitamins and prepare Study pack for everyone in the lg. @ the same time, she need to do a video, and practice worship. Thank God for her. :) Wee Keong faced objection from his parent yet he remained so faithful to God. Thank God for him too.    

so many things, so little time... played praise for the first time during LG, had spent a lot of the time to practice, but I'm really glad to serve God. Friday was the OG outing and I clashed NTU lecture with karen and Zhilin. Sat volunteer at ang mokio, rush to texile for katerina-farewell, and then go service at 5. Have to leave early at 6 then rush to chinese garden to celebrate zhong qiu jie with secondary school friends. thurs, fri and sat are burn. Did some studying on sun but not productive, very distracted and keep walking around the house, thinking about other things. Really need to have self-control and get things done. learnt this during QT, do not be weary in doing good. Always rmb to help those in need. Which is why i insisted on going volunteering despite having exams next week. Am i too friendly? haha! Sky totally ignored me when i encouraged her in FB. Guess some people are just not more reserved.. lastly, have to constantly remind myself to b...

With Jia Xuan, OMG SHE's ONLY 14?! merly! so chio! Yup! u guessed it correctly, in the toilet. haha! tired me... We had a great time! Thank God that sales are getting better xD

I've just got back my CA bio results. I've got 12 over 15, above average. This is really something I didn't expect and is a good testimony to share with my friends.. It was a Wednesday 30 minutes paper. Tuesday i still felt quite guilty going to Fira house for Hari Raya and went for Netball at night. But I really enjoy myself on Tuesday. It was so fun. Besides burning my Tuesday, the week before, i burned out my Saturday to volunteer with my sister, have family dinner and going for service. At first I was really worried but God gave me peace and assures me that he will always provide. Thank you God for your grace that though i don't have time to study as much as the others due to church commitment, he still continues to be faithful and blessed me with results that are enough for me to do well. What he gave will always be enough. Not more, not less. Always remember Geraldine, while u have your own troubles and problems in life, there are other souls that...

It's been a month since I starts school. The first few weeks were okay, when the tests and assignments starts coming in, still able to cope and stuff. Best part is the CCA, following your passion in what u like. I really Love Soccer... but well.. some sacrifices are necessary for his kingdom, I know i wont regret it. Great thing about uni: u can schedule your own timetable, which makes me have a free day every Tuesday. However, there's no a "class thingy" anymore. Friends come & go.. may not always hang out together especially after u finish that module. My objectives everyday, love my neighbour as myself, and influence people to be nice. Anw, really touched by one of my friend Jos that she adopted a wish for the needy kids! haha! ZheRui even tried to avoid the booth.. was quite disappointed. Learnt in service that everytime we turn ourself away from doing good deeds, our hearts get harden and oneday, we will no longer have compassion towards need...

Practice love to have more love, practice hate to have more hate. Practice kindness to have more kindness, practice depression to have more depression. The choice is yours as always .

Even if it is a very tiny act of goodness and you think no one notices, God notices. Always remember that one little act of kindness can tilt the balance of an entire situation. One little act of kindness can ripple out in countless ways that you many never know about.

The camp is really fun and I learnt so much from it. The teachings really struck me and i hope to apply them to my Uni life soon. 1. HOLY Set apart for God, have integrity. Rather be stupid in society's eyes but righteous in God's eyes. Grades are important but they are not everything. Do not over pursue grades as your life in Uni is much more than this. 2. IMMOVABLE. How to stand firm as a christian, not to be shaken by obstancles and challenges. No matter in bad or good times, always remember God is always good. Plan to prosper u, never to harm. 3. SENT Love this teaching a lot. We are the sent generation. Remeber how God has changed me to a better person and gave me such a great life with love? A lot more people needs such unconditional love as well. We are being sent to share the gospel. We are being placed in this particular uni and course for a reason. My new LG, NUS B1 To celebrate our LG half month birthday! We are his generation.

Woah! my third time in USS! quite sad that Kai yang and Shi Jun can't join us. HAHA! just nice got 6 boys and 6 girls. Yesterday was really super fun and I enjoyed the rides. Finally got a chance to try the blue and red roller coaster rides. Not as bad as i think it would be. xD   With the girls TLG rui jun NUS B1! HAHA! Weihong so cute here. waiting for the ride.. Love this picture! While waiting for Isaac to join us.. With Ying Xuan and Xin Jie! During lunch. Brenda and WenMin Before the Transformer ride LOL!! RUi JUN! With Daniel James..   Clarence Xin Jie THE SIX. Before heading to Vivocity~ HAHA! after getting wet during the water ride