Living under open heaven

  I recall that divine conversation I had with my mum last Sunday, something I give thanks for and would wanna word it down.  My mum shared with me her going through dark and difficult days as a child, and I’ve shared with her mine as well, and how Jesus is so real in my life and I really appreciate what He did for me and how he has helped me at my lowest. Then I told her.. Ma.. I wanna live my life for the people out there who are going through difficult times but have no hope. Are u okay with that? I’m sorry that I will disappoint u because I’m not going for a high paying job when u have worked so hard to send me to university.  She responded that it is okay, for I don’t need u to earn big bucks, but I just want u to grow up and do the right thing.  That really broke me and we both cried. Praise God for moving and paving the way for me and my family, giving me the conviction to say yes and go.  Hearing from Uncle Johnny yesterday and his dedication to Christ a...

To seek first the Kingdom of His righteousness, and just as God's word promised, everything that we needed will be given unto us.  In all honestly, as much as I am willing to live this one and only life fully for Him, I am also feeling fearful of what is ahead of me.  Sometimes my biggest struggle is not where I should go or what I should do, but it's being more like you.  I could no longer serve both God and money. My young adult life revolved around feeling secure with my job, finances, future marriage, my parents' expectation of me living the Singaporean dream, and my personal enjoyment. Well, these are not bad things and a part of me wants some sort of control and answers to my future. Taking that huge step of faith to forgo my career is foolishness in the eyes of the world, but I was determined in my heart that He is true, and He is really the Lord of my life. I was drawn by His love and what He has done in my life, the gift of salvation, hope for the future and...