Living under open heaven

 You are my freedom, Jesus You're the reason Where would I be without You, You'v saved a wretch like me.. 24. Now i look back at my life, I see how everything is pieced together so beautifully. Even the broken pieces, how God is gathering and mending every pieces back altogether again, forming a beautiful art-piece. From my childhood, to youth, and now adulthood, He never leaves. He knows. He loves. I was both a victim of the world and a culprit of my sin, and He saves me when I could no longer do anything to this seemingly hopeless me. Could it gets any better? Yes, He'v taken me from that miry clay, and can do immeasurably more than we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within me. (Eph3:20)

Looking back, there was this night that I felt so anguish looking at my academic achievements. I regarded that as trash when i foolishly believed it plays no part in the purpose you have planned for me in this broken world. I just couldn't see. When i look at the needs out there in Singapore, and the millions of people in the world.. I felt so helpless. How useless my degree is, all that I have? Now thinking through, I repent Lord. As what CS.Lewis put it, “Can a mortal ask questions which God finds unanswerable? Quite easily, I should think. All nonsense questions are unanswerable. How many hours are in a mile? Is yellow square or round? Probably half the questions we ask - half our great theological and metaphysical problems - are like that.” My laments comprises questions perhaps are unanswerable. It's like you looking at me with love, shaking your head and said "Chill, My Child, you don't understand." I'm thankful of how much you have blessed me Lo...