Living under open heaven

costs of being a Christian. I wouldn't know this would costs me. Until now the consequences starts to show up. I do not want to hide it anymore. I wish i could get approval, this shows that I'm really serious about this relationship with God and how Jesus has changed my life 180 degrees. My plan is to wait until 21, but my sister has been demanding me to say, she said it's time and don't want me to hide from mum any longer. But there's so much things I want to do with God before i experience persecution. I want to let more people know the love of God and how he could change their life like how he did it to me. I haven outreach to Joscelin, Hendry, Jie Xin, Heinrich ad so much more... I told myself that i must try my best to bring pam back, & Christmas will be the deadline for me to bring her back. I hope this will spur me and compels me to work faster. But if i'm facing persecution myself i cant even help myself. Really need God's help so much now. ...

whoa! things seems to be so much better when u view it from another perspective. Remain joyful no matter what, God loves a cheerful child! catch up with Rui Jun today, and she blessed me with Vitamin C drinks. Talk a lot about life, and am convicted that I wouldn't want to trade my uni life with awesome grades. Hope HuiWei and Merly friendship will get better and not awkward. also hope i'll love jiajia more. Really hope that I'm able to connect to Pam more before Christmas, which is like 2 months from now. Time really flies, guess i'm too busy with school now. A few more days to November and it seems that October just started yesterday. Didnt get a chance to visit secondary and JC to thank my teachers for their hardwork and help. 2 more weeks to the start of A lvl for some of my friends! It was a tough time for me, especially without God. :( Hopefully Cheryl, Nicloas, Hui Xuan and Jasmin will do well. Can't wait for Cambodia next year!!! xD Be aware that u're a...

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While the world urges me to focus on finding the right person, my Lord and Saviour tells me to focus on BEING the right person. He says "I'll help you find the right person, you don't need to sweat over it. Fulfilling your need for companionship (or another other need/want like wealth, fame, approval for that matter) is not so important that you need to emphasize on it so much.There are more pressing and urgent things to sweat over, things that matter to me. People in need, people who are hurting, people who have yet to experience my goodness. These things are more worthy of your energy and attention. Seek first my kingdom and my righteousness, I'll take care of you. Focus on BEING the right person." Finding the right person is self-centered, BEING the right person is God-centered.   .

with Eunice, my shepherd in PJC. (ignore my double cris eyebag, omg...) Gosh, i will really miss her so much. Thank God for placing her in my life. We'll continue to be in the same TLG but then she'll move on to NTU and me to NUS. She told me something today that really touched me... " Some ppl say that the most evident sign of spiritual maturity is how much u love the ppl around u & how much u are willing to give, & I really see this spirit in u (: you are really a god-sent and I thank God my sheep was u & not anyone else" Thank u so much. I'll continue this journey and end it well. :D

the first test i failed in NUS. :D haha! not something to be happy about of course, but is something that will surely happens. failure is inevitable. got below average for econ, one thing I've learn, don't be overconfident. this is a paper that i have the most confidence in. I even thought i'll get full marks, omg. Silly me. haha! learnt to rely on God, give your best & be humble Geraldine :) Anw, a few verses to encourage myself and the readers. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." 2 Corinthians 12:10 That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. Philippians 4:6-7 do n...